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You are viewing the most recent 20 entries June 16th, 200611:39 pm: To say bye
Well I didnt think I would write again before I left but right now I'm waitin on crystal W. Brittany D and Caitlin W to come over so we can have a little drinking party. Dunno if i'll get trashed yet. But figured I'd write about it so yeah... that was it Oh and i leave in 4 days! <3 Current Mood:  content Current Music: crickets and traffic June 14th, 200611:57 pm:
So i leave for germany tuesday. I'm really just ready to go. This summer is going ok. I work a lot and when I'm not at work I hang out with stacy or somebody. It's getting kind of old doing the same crap. Hopefully the trip will make up for it. I'm dating this guy (not going out with him :D) Zeb. He is really great. Tal and I are friends i guess its still a little muddled. But everything will work out the way it should... We still havent closed on a house...thats a little irritating. It'll be weird coming back from europe and not knowing where I live. Hmm. Ready to start school.. Probably gonna start a new job too.. well thats it. i probably wont write again til after germany. Current Mood:  mellow Current Music: How to save a life~ The Fray June 3rd, 200601:46 am: Zeb
If you know then you know. Well it's been pretty boring since I got home from Brazil. I would've loved to have stayed there. If I could have taken a couple of friends with me i'd be set. It was awesome there. I don't really know what city it is in the US that is known as the city that never sleeps. Well Rio Really NEVER sleeps. I met a nice guy named nick but we only go to hang out one night because he was leaving for buenos aires. But we went to a bar with " aunt sa sa" she is hilarious. So i was trashed a lot. The drinks over there are like 3 times stronger than here. I found two new drinks vodka and tonic and surprisingly heineken thanks to nick. I never really drank beer before but i told him to order me whatever so thats what i got. I miss my friends that I made in Brazil. Heather and Jessica..they were fun. So neway I leave for germany in like 18 days. We plan on goin to paris and amsterdam for sure but we dont know where else yet. But i'm sure it will be great. Especially since the restrictions over there are set younger and stacy can go out with me. So thats about it. Everything is ok right now so..no complaints. Hopefully monday will be worth it... Current Mood: hopeful Current Music: bello barking May 31st, 200601:05 am: Creeped out...
| You Are Death | 
You symbolize the end, which can be frightening.
But you also symbolize the immortality of the soul.
You represent transformation, rebirth of a new life.
Sweeping away the past is part of this card, as painful as it may be.
Your fortune:
Don't worry, this card does not predict death itself.
Instead it foreshadows the ending of an era of your life, one that is hard to let go of.
But with the future great new things will come, and it's time to embrace them.
Mourn for a while, but then face the future with humility and courage. |
This is pretty creepy considering my mom just was talking to me about our moving... everything will be new and different that may be good or bad. New house new job new school new people...blah blah... So yeah i'm ready to go to germany. The end Current Mood:  confused Current Music: How to Save a Life ~ The Fray May 8th, 200601:52 am: Me Again!
So yeah i'm single. Finally got to talk to tal today between jobs. I've been wanting to talk about ending our relationship but he just wouldnt answer the phone...grr pissed me off. but thats all better now! He acts like he is some hot shit or something...if i wasnt a better person and was actually mad that we were breakin up i would say shit but i'm more mature than that (believe it or not :))He was like yeh we should take a break..i seriously doubt that after giving him a second chance there will ever be an end to the "break" bc i dont think i want to be with him. I feel like all i ever get from him is lies... should have done this sooner. I missed being single. I went over to a new friends house last night after work and we had fun. Not saying anything...but now i dont have to feel bad bc i can do whatever the fuck i want. So yeah. Definitely dont want to date anyone anytime soon... Work was boring today...like thats new. So ready to leave...be somewhere new. Cant wait to wake up in a completely different country...would be some shit if the plane crashed :P..well thats it for me!!! Current Mood:  excited Current Music: Freakin loud ass birds outside..birds at 2am WTF May 7th, 200601:10 am: Waiting for the big "O"
Yeh well i'm waiting on tal to answer his phone so i can end our bullshit relationship. what a waste of time. I worked both jobs today and just want to sleep but he wants to be a bitch and not answer the phone...i have to do this today so i can start again tomorrow.... well thats it... Current Mood: cheerful May 4th, 200604:58 pm: I hate everything about you...especially your smile.
Well school is done I had my last final on tuesday in accounting II. I'm not sure if I made an A or not but if so i have all a's.... I started workin two jobs for the summer last saturday. 7 days til graduation 12 days til brazil... I leave for germany on June 20 and will get back from that on july 17. I have my audition for USM tomorrow..havent practiced. I dont really wanna be in band but i'll try for the scholarship. Well dont care enough to write anymore. Current Mood:  sick of everything April 22nd, 200612:08 am: So there was this girl....
| You Are So Not Ready To Get Married | 
Deep down, you might wonder if marriage will ever be right for you
You still have a lot to figure out when it comes to love, life, and making yourself happiest
That's okay... take your time. The better you know yourself, the better partner you'll be.
And if you really feel panicked from the alter, it's best to take a little time off. |
Yeh so big surprise there. Well I was supposed to audition at USM today at 1:30 and I havent checked my email since like sunday so i missed it AAGGHHH so pissed. SO i wrote the guy to see if he would make me another one. hmm looks good on my part. Went to the crawfish fest last night to see tal play. Went w/ steph and stacy. Rode rides and hung out was a good estrogen time. But tal and the band (STEREOHYPE ...like u didnt know) did a great job. even compared to the "headliner" band. Yeh so.. then we went to tgif and i got my most favorite drink in the world...an ultimate mudslide. and now i'm eatin soy icecream and wasting time on here that i should be using studying or something.. whats new... Current Mood:  indescribable Current Music: dryer April 8th, 200602:23 pm: I washed my car today...
for caitlin.. Events: 1894 - Coca-Cola is sold in bottles for the first time 1951 - The Dennis the Menace comic strip appears in newspapers across the USA for the first time. 1994 - A photo by Marmaduke Wetherell, previously touted as 'proof' of the Loch Ness monster, is confirmed to be a hoax. Birthdays: 1637 - Anne Hyde, wife of James II of England (d. 1671) 1956 - Steve Harris, English musician (Iron Maiden) Death: 2001 - Morton Downey, Jr., American television talk show host (b. 1933) Yeh so i'm supposed to be working on this paper....... and i have to go to work in an hour and a half. Bored. <3 Current Mood:  frustrated April 4th, 200611:36 pm: I like scars...
| You Are 62% Evil | 
You are very evil. And you're too evil to care.
Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot. |
Yeh the band concert is over yeah. I want taco bell. I have homework to do.. Thats bout it. <3 Me Current Mood: cranky April 2nd, 200611:31 pm: Todays been a wierd day.
So I went to slippery nicks last night to listen to stereohype play. They did a great job. It was nice to finally be able to hear the band tal's in live. Plus it was my first time to go to a bar so that was fun too. Although I have felt pretty rough today. So i didnt really have anything to say. | You Are Mountain Dew | 
Ultra hyper and full of energy, you're on a permanent sugar high.
Some people complain about your taste, but the do appreciate your power.
Your best soda match: Coke
Stay away from: Root Beer |
Pretty funny that it says stay away from root beer considering i wouldnt drink it if you paid me.... yeh..... Current Mood: groggy March 20th, 200612:18 pm: I like doughnuts...but only if they have stuff in them.
Well i worked 12 hrs and 13 min yesterday....it wasnt soo bad i was just really tired when i got off work. Plus my car has been "sick" since like last wed. and i havent been driving it i've been driving my moms brand new car. which makes me uncomfortable that i'll fuck it up. but yesterday my mom work so i had to use the old mazda. I dont know what my brothers done to that car while driving it to work but it was horrible to drive. so i was i little worried about gettin home but it was ok i just drove slow. My mom did like the nicest thing ever today. I told her at 3 or 4 this mornin when i woke her up on accident that if she wanted to try to wake me up early to take the car to the shop i would go or we could go wed. Well when i woke up at 1145 am this mornin she had left me a message. She drove the car to gulfport paid for it to get fixed and now is going shopping. She was like just use my car today. My mom is great. NEway so yeh tal and i are good. Spring break is a drag. I'm gonna end up workin like 50 hours if it keeps goin like it is but atleast i'll get paid overtime. My jobs not so bad if i didnt get left by myself sooo much. I might actually get somethin done. My boss asked if this week was spring break i said yeh and i was scheduled with no days off and she gave me one so that was cool. So tomorrow i'm gonna go hang with tally. i guess. Caitlins been stayin at my house for the break. She went home for a couple of days though and now there is one of my bros friends stayin here...uggh my mom is so nice. cuz this guy is really annoying. Bello is great only a couple of problems. He is sooooo cute. I paid stacy my $620 for my plane ticket she is payin the rest for a bday present. My brazil trip is all paid. I gave DR haynes my passport to send off for my visa. So i guess hopefully everything will work right. Well i think i've rambled enough... Current Mood:  blah Current Music: my bro and his friend playin drums and guitar March 15th, 200608:35 pm: Well now that you mention it...
Sunday was my 21st bday. It was rather bland. I worked. Tal and I started going back out Monday. No big deal there everythings fine. Monday night was fun. Thanks to all my friends (and their friends) that came to hang with Crystal and I. After goin out to dinner I got my eyebrow pierced. It was no big thing. It didnt even hurt. Oh well. Tuesday night (Efflers bday) Effler and Caitlin came to my house and well we got toasted. Not too bad off though. Right now I'm supposed to be studying for this very major spanish test....::sigh::. Tal is at Hype practice. I just dont wanna study so i got online. And for those who dont know I got a puppy last week. He is sooo cute. His name is Bello. Which means beautiful boy in Spanish. Well thats it for now. Later. Current Mood:  procrastinating Current Music: Dryer and Bello March 4th, 200609:54 pm: As if you didnt know..
Yeh so we broke up. But we are still friends so its okay. I started my new job today. It was ok nothing spectacular. Rachel leaves on Monday. I'm gonna miss her terribly. :( Well thats about it here. Current Mood: confused March 2nd, 200612:23 am: I'm so excited.
 You shelter a Fire
Demon. A very powerful demon. He rules over the world of anger, impulsivity, passion and destruction. One awaken, even with a very strong will, he is difficult to settle down, so be careful when you awake him or he may entrance you and make your life a living hell . What demon sleeps inside you ? brought to you by QuizillaI start my new job on Friday and hopefully a lot of stuff will change on friday. I guess we will see!!! Current Mood:  hyper Current Music: freakin washer February 27th, 200608:39 pm:
Your Deadly Sins
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Greed: 40%
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Sloth: 40%
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Wrath: 40%
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Envy: 20%
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Gluttony: 20%
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Lust: 20%
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Pride: 20%
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Chance You'll Go to Hell: 29%
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You will die love and feared by many. And you'll be buried in a tomb. |
Well I got a lot accomplished today. Well sorta. I took pics for my passport and went and printed them out at walmart...then i went to hattiesburg to get my passport sent off. I paid 186.75 for it. I went shoppin with mom and only spent like 15. I went and got an application for USM. And when I got home the freakin post office lady from hattiesburg who had done my passport stuff charged me as a minor so she didnt charge me enough so now my passport wont be sent off until atleast tomorrow if i can get my mom up early enough to take the lady a measley 15 bucks...GGRRR alkdfalkdsf...neway i also watched tv and thats about it. Current Mood: irritated Current Music: tv 12:08 am:
| You Should Be A Gemini | 
What's good about you: witty and energetic, you're simply the most fun to be around
What's bad about you: you're flighty - losing interest in people and projects quickly
In love: you enjoy the "honeymoon phase," but after that it's hard for you to stick around
In friendship, you're: likely to have many groups of friends, with many different interests
Your ideal job: mime, guru, or cartoonist
Your sense of fashion: casual and simple
You like to pig out on: fast food, especially burritos |
Its really funny that i'm a pisces. Uggh I have to go get my passport sent off tomorrow. I still havent made my pics for it. You have to submit to recent pics that have to be a certain size. You have to wear certain clothes and have a white blank background. And i just hate havin my pic takin soo. But i get to hang out with mom which i havent done in a while so i guess its ok. Ready to be 21...so i can get a new drivers license...maybe i wont look 12 on my new one. So yeh thats it. Current Mood: indifferent Current Music: cars on the hwy February 25th, 200606:14 pm: sofa king bored....
| Your Heart Is Red | 
You're a passionate lover - you always have a huge fire in your heart.
Too bad it's hard for you to be passionate about just one person!
Your flirting style: Outgoing and sexy
Your lucky first date: Drinks and dancing
Your dream lover: Is both stable and intense
What you bring to relationships: Honesty |
| You Are The Magician | 
You are powerful and wise - beyond what anyone can see.
Deeply complex, you have the resources to connect to the spiritual and material world.
You posses the knowledge to manipulate your life and the lives around you.
You also have a great healing power, should you choose to use it.
Your fortune:
You have unhidden powers that you have yet to tap into.
Soon, you will better understand how to use your intellect and intuition.
Believe it or now, you will discover how you can manipulate yourself and others for good.
You are at the beginning of a path of spiritual enlightenment. |
Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: the rain still 05:56 pm: rain makes me happy.
| Your Porn Star Name Is... | 
Ivana Hump Alot |
| You Are Lightning | 
Beautiful yet dangerous
People will stop and watch you when you appear
Even though you're capable of random violence
You are best known for: your power
Your dominant state: performing |
Well i'm done with the wedding. It wasnt totally horrible. I had to wear that dress forever though. My cousin was my escort and he was buzzed, the wedding started late, and there was a lot of cussing. After all the formal stuff the groomsmen attacked one of the other bridesmaids and the bride with cake... i only got a little icing on me...and i ate it. All in all it was a short, sweet,and very country wedding. So yeh i dont know what i'm gonna do for the rest of the day...uggh. Current Mood: lethargic Current Music: cars in the rain February 24th, 200611:04 pm: Did I scalp you in a previous life???
the Asserter
Test finished! |
you chose AY - your Enneagram type is EIGHT.
"I must be strong"
Asserters are direct, self-reliant, self-confident, and protective.
How to Get Along with Me
- Stand up for yourself... and me.
- Be confident, strong, and direct.
- Don't gossip about me or betray my trust.
- Be vulnerable and share your feelings. See and acknowledge my tender, vulnerable side.
- Give me space to be alone.
- Acknowledge the contributions I make, but don't flatter me.
- I often speak in an assertive way. Don't automatically assume it's a personal attack.
- When I scream, curse, and stomp around, try to remember that's just the way I am.
What I Like About Being a Eight
- being independent and self-reliant
- being able to take charge and meet challenges head on
- being courageous, straightforward, and honest
- getting all the enjoyment I can out of life
- supporting, empowering, and protecting those close to me
- upholding just causes
What's Hard About Being a Eight
- overwhelming people with my bluntness; scaring them away when I don't intend to
- being restless and impatient with others' incompetence
- sticking my neck out for people and receiving no appreciation for it
- never forgetting injuries or injustices
- putting too much pressure on myself
- getting high blood pressure when people don't obey the rules or when things don't go right
Eights as Children Often
- are independent; have an inner strength and a fighting spirit
- are sometimes loners
- seize control so they won't be controlled
- fugure out others' weaknesses
- attack verbally or physically when provoked
- take charge in the family because they perceive themselves as the strongest, or grow up in difficult or abusive surroundings
Eights as Parents
- are often loyal, caring, involved, and devoted
- are sometimes overprotective
- can be demanding, controlling, and rigid
Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele
The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages
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You chose AY
Would you rather have chosen:
BY (FOUR)
CY (SIX)
AX (SEVEN)
AZ (THREE) |
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My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 70% on ABC |
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| I'm so freakin bored. I wanna watch tv, i wanna read, and i dont wanna do anything all at the same time. Tomorrow i have to march in the wiggins parade and then go change into a very purple dress to be a brides maid at my cousins wedding. Rachel is probably moving back home. Which makes me sad and happy at the same time. Hopefully i'll get to go visit her though. Shit falling apart at ___ and i feel pretty bad about it but not bad enough to put up with it. We had a good day...today. I got to meet the people from maine today. It was nice. Current Mood: spaced out Current Music: Coldplay
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