My Journal!

To say bye

Sat, 17 Jun 2006 04:42:33 GMT

Well I didnt think I would write again before I left but right now I'm waitin on crystal W. Brittany D and Caitlin W to come over so we can have a little drinking party. Dunno if i'll get trashed yet. But figured I'd write about it so yeah...
that was it

Oh and i leave in 4 days!

<3

Thu, 15 Jun 2006 05:06:09 GMT

So i leave for germany tuesday. I'm really just ready to go.
This summer is going ok. I work a lot and when I'm not at work I hang out with stacy or somebody. It's getting kind of old doing the same crap. Hopefully the trip will make up for it.
I'm dating this guy (not going out with him :D) Zeb. He is really great. Tal and I are friends i guess its still a little muddled. But everything will work out the way it should...
We still havent closed on a house...thats a little irritating. It'll be weird coming back from europe and not knowing where I live. Hmm. Ready to start school..
Probably gonna start a new job too..
well thats it. i probably wont write again til after germany.

Zeb

Sat, 03 Jun 2006 06:56:30 GMT

If you know then you know.
Well it's been pretty boring since I got home from Brazil. I would've loved to have stayed there. If I could have taken a couple of friends with me i'd be set. It was awesome there. I don't really know what city it is in the US that is known as the city that never sleeps. Well Rio Really NEVER sleeps. I met a nice guy named nick but we only go to hang out one night because he was leaving for buenos aires. But we went to a bar with " aunt sa sa" she is hilarious. So i was trashed a lot. The drinks over there are like 3 times stronger than here. I found two new drinks vodka and tonic and surprisingly heineken thanks to nick. I never really drank beer before but i told him to order me whatever so thats what i got. I miss my friends that I made in Brazil. Heather and Jessica..they were fun. So neway I leave for germany in like 18 days. We plan on goin to paris and amsterdam for sure but we dont know where else yet. But i'm sure it will be great. Especially since the restrictions over there are set younger and stacy can go out with me.
So thats about it. Everything is ok right now so..no complaints.
Hopefully monday will be worth it...

Creeped out...

Wed, 31 May 2006 06:09:39 GMT

You Are Death

You symbolize the end, which can be frightening.
But you also symbolize the immortality of the soul.
You represent transformation, rebirth of a new life.
Sweeping away the past is part of this card, as painful as it may be.

Your fortune:

Don't worry, this card does not predict death itself.
Instead it foreshadows the ending of an era of your life, one that is hard to let go of.
But with the future great new things will come, and it's time to embrace them.
Mourn for a while, but then face the future with humility and courage.

What Tarot Card Are You?

This is pretty creepy considering my mom just was talking to me about our moving...
everything will be new and different that may be good or bad. New house new job new school new people...blah blah...

So yeah i'm ready to go to germany.
The end

Me Again!

Mon, 08 May 2006 07:03:01 GMT

So yeah i'm single. Finally got to talk to tal today between jobs. I've been wanting to talk about ending our relationship but he just wouldnt answer the phone...grr pissed me off. but thats all better now! He acts like he is some hot shit or something...if i wasnt a better person and was actually mad that we were breakin up i would say shit but i'm more mature than that (believe it or not :))He was like yeh we should take a break..i seriously doubt that after giving him a second chance there will ever be an end to the "break" bc i dont think i want to be with him. I feel like all i ever get from him is lies... should have done this sooner. I missed being single. I went over to a new friends house last night after work and we had fun. Not saying anything...but now i dont have to feel bad bc i can do whatever the fuck i want. So yeah. Definitely dont want to date anyone anytime soon...
Work was boring today...like thats new.
So ready to leave...be somewhere new. Cant wait to wake up in a completely different country...would be some shit if the plane crashed :P..well thats it for me!!!

Waiting for the big "O"

Sun, 07 May 2006 06:13:05 GMT

Yeh well i'm waiting on tal to answer his phone so i can end our bullshit relationship. what a waste of time.
I worked both jobs today and just want to sleep but he wants to be a bitch and not answer the phone...i have to do this today so i can start again tomorrow....
well thats it...

I hate everything about you...especially your smile.

Thu, 04 May 2006 22:04:34 GMT

Well school is done I had my last final on tuesday in accounting II. I'm not sure if I made an A or not but if so i have all a's....
I started workin two jobs for the summer last saturday. 7 days til graduation 12 days til brazil...
I leave for germany on June 20 and will get back from that on july 17.
I have my audition for USM tomorrow..havent practiced. I dont really wanna be in band but i'll try for the scholarship.

Well dont care enough to write anymore.

So there was this girl....

Sat, 22 Apr 2006 05:25:11 GMT

You Are So Not Ready To Get Married

Deep down, you might wonder if marriage will ever be right for you
You still have a lot to figure out when it comes to love, life, and making yourself happiest
That's okay... take your time. The better you know yourself, the better partner you'll be.
And if you really feel panicked from the alter, it's best to take a little time off.

Are You Ready To Get Married?

Yeh so big surprise there.
Well I was supposed to audition at USM today at 1:30 and I havent checked my email since like sunday so i missed it AAGGHHH so pissed. SO i wrote the guy to see if he would make me another one. hmm looks good on my part.
Went to the crawfish fest last night to see tal play. Went w/ steph and stacy. Rode rides and hung out was a good estrogen time. But tal and the band (STEREOHYPE ...like u didnt know) did a great job. even compared to the "headliner" band. Yeh so..
then we went to tgif and i got my most favorite drink in the world...an ultimate mudslide.

and now i'm eatin soy icecream and wasting time on here that i should be using studying or something..

whats new...

I washed my car today...

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 19:32:39 GMT

for caitlin..

Events:
1894 - Coca-Cola is sold in bottles for the first time
1951 - The Dennis the Menace comic strip appears in newspapers across the USA for the first time.
1994 - A photo by Marmaduke Wetherell, previously touted as 'proof' of the Loch Ness monster, is confirmed to be a hoax.

Birthdays:
1637 - Anne Hyde, wife of James II of England (d. 1671)
1956 - Steve Harris, English musician (Iron Maiden)

Death:
2001 - Morton Downey, Jr., American television talk show host (b. 1933)

Yeh so i'm supposed to be working on this paper.......
and i have to go to work in an hour and a half.

Bored.

<3

I like scars...

Wed, 05 Apr 2006 04:39:06 GMT

You Are 62% Evil

You are very evil. And you're too evil to care.
Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot.

How Evil Are You?

Yeh the band concert is over yeah. I want taco bell. I have homework to do..

Thats bout it.

<3 Me

Todays been a wierd day.

Mon, 03 Apr 2006 04:35:28 GMT

So I went to slippery nicks last night to listen to stereohype play. They did a great job. It was nice to finally be able to hear the band tal's in live. Plus it was my first time to go to a bar so that was fun too. Although I have felt pretty rough today.

So i didnt really have anything to say.

You Are Mountain Dew

Ultra hyper and full of energy, you're on a permanent sugar high.
Some people complain about your taste, but the do appreciate your power.

Your best soda match: Coke

Stay away from: Root Beer

What Kind of Soda Are You?

Pretty funny that it says stay away from root beer considering i wouldnt drink it if you paid me....

yeh.....

I like doughnuts...but only if they have stuff in them.

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 18:30:19 GMT

Well i worked 12 hrs and 13 min yesterday....it wasnt soo bad i was just really tired when i got off work. Plus my car has been "sick" since like last wed. and i havent been driving it i've been driving my moms brand new car. which makes me uncomfortable that i'll fuck it up. but yesterday my mom work so i had to use the old mazda. I dont know what my brothers done to that car while driving it to work but it was horrible to drive. so i was i little worried about gettin home but it was ok i just drove slow. My mom did like the nicest thing ever today. I told her at 3 or 4 this mornin when i woke her up on accident that if she wanted to try to wake me up early to take the car to the shop i would go or we could go wed. Well when i woke up at 1145 am this mornin she had left me a message. She drove the car to gulfport paid for it to get fixed and now is going shopping. She was like just use my car today. My mom is great.
NEway so yeh tal and i are good. Spring break is a drag. I'm gonna end up workin like 50 hours if it keeps goin like it is but atleast i'll get paid overtime. My jobs not so bad if i didnt get left by myself sooo much. I might actually get somethin done. My boss asked if this week was spring break i said yeh and i was scheduled with no days off and she gave me one so that was cool. So tomorrow i'm gonna go hang with tally. i guess. Caitlins been stayin at my house for the break. She went home for a couple of days though and now there is one of my bros friends stayin here...uggh my mom is so nice. cuz this guy is really annoying.
Bello is great only a couple of problems. He is sooooo cute. I paid stacy my $620 for my plane ticket she is payin the rest for a bday present. My brazil trip is all paid. I gave DR haynes my passport to send off for my visa. So i guess hopefully everything will work right.
Well i think i've rambled enough...

Well now that you mention it...

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 02:43:09 GMT

Sunday was my 21st bday. It was rather bland. I worked. Tal and I started going back out Monday. No big deal there everythings fine.
Monday night was fun. Thanks to all my friends (and their friends) that came to hang with Crystal and I. After goin out to dinner I got my eyebrow pierced. It was no big thing. It didnt even hurt. Oh well. Tuesday night (Efflers bday) Effler and Caitlin came to my house and well we got toasted. Not too bad off though. Right now I'm supposed to be studying for this very major spanish test....::sigh::.
Tal is at Hype practice. I just dont wanna study so i got online.

And for those who dont know I got a puppy last week. He is sooo cute. His name is Bello. Which means beautiful boy in Spanish.

Well thats it for now.
Later.

As if you didnt know..

Sun, 05 Mar 2006 03:56:51 GMT

Yeh so we broke up. But we are still friends so its okay.
I started my new job today. It was ok nothing spectacular.
Rachel leaves on Monday. I'm gonna miss her terribly. :(
Well thats about it here.

I'm so excited.

Thu, 02 Mar 2006 06:26:55 GMT

You shelter a Fire

Demon.
A very powerful demon. He rules over the world of

anger, impulsivity, passion and destruction.

One awaken, even with a very strong will, he

is difficult to settle down, so be careful

when you awake him or he may entrance you and

make your life a living hell .

What demon sleeps inside you ?
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I start my new job on Friday and hopefully a lot of stuff will change on friday.
I guess we will see!!!

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 02:44:05 GMT

Your Deadly Sins

Greed: 40%

Sloth: 40%

Wrath: 40%

Envy: 20%

Gluttony: 20%

Lust: 20%

Pride: 20%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 29%

You will die love and feared by many. And you'll be buried in a tomb.

How Sinful Are You?

Well I got a lot accomplished today. Well sorta. I took pics for my passport and went and printed them out at walmart...then i went to hattiesburg to get my passport sent off. I paid 186.75 for it. I went shoppin with mom and only spent like 15. I went and got an application for USM. And when I got home the freakin post office lady from hattiesburg who had done my passport stuff charged me as a minor so she didnt charge me enough so now my passport wont be sent off until atleast tomorrow if i can get my mom up early enough to take the lady a measley 15 bucks...GGRRR alkdfalkdsf...neway i also watched tv and thats about it.

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 06:11:51 GMT

You Should Be A Gemini

What's good about you: witty and energetic, you're simply the most fun to be around

What's bad about you: you're flighty - losing interest in people and projects quickly

In love: you enjoy the "honeymoon phase," but after that it's hard for you to stick around

In friendship, you're: likely to have many groups of friends, with many different interests

Your ideal job: mime, guru, or cartoonist

Your sense of fashion: casual and simple

You like to pig out on: fast food, especially burritos

What Sign Should You Be?

Its really funny that i'm a pisces. Uggh I have to go get my passport sent off tomorrow. I still havent made my pics for it. You have to submit to recent pics that have to be a certain size. You have to wear certain clothes and have a white blank background. And i just hate havin my pic takin soo.
But i get to hang out with mom which i havent done in a while so i guess its ok. Ready to be 21...so i can get a new drivers license...maybe i wont look 12 on my new one.
So yeh thats it.

sofa king bored....

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 00:30:47 GMT

Your Heart Is Red

You're a passionate lover - you always have a huge fire in your heart.
Too bad it's hard for you to be passionate about just one person!

Your flirting style: Outgoing and sexy

Your lucky first date: Drinks and dancing

Your dream lover: Is both stable and intense

What you bring to relationships: Honesty

What Color Heart Do You Have?

You Are The Magician

You are powerful and wise - beyond what anyone can see.
Deeply complex, you have the resources to connect to the spiritual and material world.
You posses the knowledge to manipulate your life and the lives around you.
You also have a great healing power, should you choose to use it.

Your fortune:

You have unhidden powers that you have yet to tap into.
Soon, you will better understand how to use your intellect and intuition.
Believe it or now, you will discover how you can manipulate yourself and others for good.
You are at the beginning of a path of spiritual enlightenment.

What Tarot Card Are You?

rain makes me happy.

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 00:03:52 GMT

Your Porn Star Name Is...

Ivana Hump Alot

What's Your Porn Star Name?

You Are Lightning

Beautiful yet dangerous
People will stop and watch you when you appear
Even though you're capable of random violence

You are best known for: your power

Your dominant state: performing

What Type of Weather Are You?

Well i'm done with the wedding. It wasnt totally horrible. I had to wear that dress forever though. My cousin was my escort and he was buzzed, the wedding started late, and there was a lot of cussing. After all the formal stuff the groomsmen attacked one of the other bridesmaids and the bride with cake...
i only got a little icing on me...and i ate it. All in all it was a short, sweet,and very country wedding. So yeh i dont know what i'm gonna do for the rest of the day...uggh.

Did I scalp you in a previous life???

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 05:11:25 GMT

the Asserter
Test finished!

you chose AY - your Enneagram type is EIGHT.

"I must be strong"

Asserters are direct, self-reliant, self-confident, and protective.

How to Get Along with Me

Stand up for yourself... and me.
Be confident, strong, and direct.
Don't gossip about me or betray my trust.
Be vulnerable and share your feelings. See and acknowledge my tender, vulnerable side.
Give me space to be alone.
Acknowledge the contributions I make, but don't flatter me.
I often speak in an assertive way. Don't automatically assume it's a personal attack.
When I scream, curse, and stomp around, try to remember that's just the way I am.

What I Like About Being a Eight

being independent and self-reliant
being able to take charge and meet challenges head on
being courageous, straightforward, and honest
getting all the enjoyment I can out of life
supporting, empowering, and protecting those close to me
upholding just causes

What's Hard About Being a Eight

overwhelming people with my bluntness; scaring them away when I don't intend to
being restless and impatient with others' incompetence
sticking my neck out for people and receiving no appreciation for it
never forgetting injuries or injustices
putting too much pressure on myself
getting high blood pressure when people don't obey the rules or when things don't go right

Eights as Children Often

are independent; have an inner strength and a fighting spirit
are sometimes loners
seize control so they won't be controlled
fugure out others' weaknesses
attack verbally or physically when provoked
take charge in the family because they perceive themselves as the strongest, or grow up in difficult or abusive surroundings

Eights as Parents

are often loyal, caring, involved, and devoted
are sometimes overprotective
can be demanding, controlling, and rigid

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages

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You chose AY

Would you rather have chosen:

BY (FOUR)

CY (SIX)

AX (SEVEN)

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I'm so freakin bored. I wanna watch tv, i wanna read, and i dont wanna do anything all at the same time. Tomorrow i have to march in the wiggins parade and then go change into a very purple dress to be a brides maid at my cousins wedding. Rachel is probably moving back home. Which makes me sad and happy at the same time. Hopefully i'll get to go visit her though. Shit falling apart at ___ and i feel pretty bad about it but not bad enough to put up with it. We had a good day...today.
I got to meet the people from maine today. It was nice.

Fri, 17 Feb 2006 05:10:59 GMT

Well Valentines day this year was pretty good. School is fine. Work is fine. My mom is still on vacation shes sposed to be home tomorrow. I locked myself out of my car today for like the first time ever. It was actually funny I didnt even get mad. I just called the sheriff and a deputy came and opened it in like 30 sec. She said i was the sixth one today. So i didnt feel too bad. I went and got two copies made of my key soo...

Well nothing to say.

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hmmm

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 06:19:28 GMT

hmm

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 02:01:04 GMT

Well I just took my first accounting test...I made an 85, but its cool because I had 6 bonus points...so its a 91. I'm so happy. But now I'm supposed to be writing a 5 page paper on the leadership skills of Abraham Lincoln...thats due tomorrow at 1pm.:(.
Not so happy about that.
We had our little concert today...all of the student conductors did good in my opinion.
Talmadge apologized for being a dueche lately so its ok there. We are gonna do valentines on mon. b/c i have class on tues. we'll prob just do a dinner and movie and then go buy each other something. He keeps changing his mind on what he wants...which is ok cuz i changed mine too.
My b-day is comin up...all I've asked for is a laptop sooo i dunno.
I'm ready for this summer.
Well thats all i guess....

If he ever did anything romantic i think i'd die...

Fri, 03 Feb 2006 20:34:59 GMT

You Are 52% Abnormal

You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul.

You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess.

You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection.

You are at low risk for having a social phobia. It is unlikely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.

You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

Well my application for Brazil was accepted. So Heather(strickland) and i get to go to Rio de Janeiro this summer. I'm looking forward to doing something new...
And i'm still planning on going to germany.
I have to remember to apply for graduation....uggh
School is ok so far. I have my first accounting test tuesday..hopefully i'll get something out of studying all weekend. My first spanish test was good and the i owned the map test so i think thats going well. In leadership development each person has to mentor a class at perk elementary, i picked special ed. Our first visit was Jan 30...it was actually fun. I go again on feb 6.
Today was One year 11 months...with tal no big deal...
I dont think he even remembered...hopefully he'll remember the one that counts next month if we are still together..
I told him what i wanted for valentines day...so i dunno if he'll remember that either. Stacy got her tattoo monday...its cool, I dont know when i'm gonna get mine. Curtis hasnt drawn exactly what i want yet so i guess we'll keep workin on it.
My mom bought a new car...
Not much else to say....

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 17:46:05 GMT

Your Social Dysfunction:
Narcissistic

You are very self-important, preoccupied with success fantasies, expect special treatment and lack interpersonal empathy.

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I dont think I'm that bad.:)